there. new skin. nice? it was the first one which i saw at blogskins.com.

Holy cow.

im still missing onegrace.

feeling depressed recently.

my message to the following people.

CHARISSA: you are the beatest friend one can ever have. stay chio forever.=D

SANCIA : i simply love ur sandwiches. and no..u r NOT fat.

JOANNE : yah larh yar larh...S.H.E. rocks larh...lol..drop-dead gorgous eh?

CLAIRE : justin rocks. =P

XIAO TONG : sorry for shouting at you at times *bows* forgive me kkies?

JACY : hey jacy! love your specs..anyway i think i owe u money........

FAITH : a BIG thankyou for giving me FAITH...lol

ZHIYAN : all the best =D

PAMELA : good luck....for....u-no-what....*sniggers*

DIANA : ill never forget you...i mean.. your voice...lol

DOROTY : hi there DODO bird...[or prefer dodo fishballs? hmmmm..]

CINDY : nice hair...*jealous look* lol...jking larh.

LIJIE : you are such a GOOD girl eh? always screaming in class..tsk tsk..anyways...you are always the one who makes me laugh...keep it up =D

SUEHERN : the REAL GOOD girl. =P

GRACE : a human who has the same chinese name as me. xD

CASS LAI : the APE woman.[crazy abt monkey] keep on wearing that smile ookies?

CARINA : you have nice legs...really....*smiles sincerely*

ENRU : i know your favourite food! harsh brown with syrup! xD

YUXI : nice legs..weeeeeweeeeep

AUDREY : kenny rocks...come on..dont be shy..lol

NICOLETTE : remember to put on your shorts next time...=P

WANCHU : you are the sweetest thing on earth!!

TESS : hey there TEST TUBE! =P

GELRALDINE : npcc rocks !!

JIAMEI : hey...sorry...good friends?

WANTING : hey..wassup babe?

QINER : where is siao jian??? oopes.

VIRYA : with your voice..you can join the cheerleading squad.

JOLENE GWEE : incredible isnt it? classmates from pri 5 to sec 1?

MELODY : *sings* melodyyyyyyyyy

HANXU : poor you..always getting bullied by pamela..

IVY : i love your mum gal.

JOEY : feeling better?

JIAFENG : stay cute and bubbly =P

CHORYI : i know that sports school rocks =P

CASS TAN : you are the BEST monitor any class can ever get.

DELANY : table tennis rawks =D

hey onegraceohfive...we will stay together[in spirit] ookies?
sigh.

onegrace rocks ur socks.

This is so saddening.

Its the last day of school.

I SHOULD be happy.

But, i feel like crying.

No, we didnt win anything during talent time or mini drama.

But we really felt that onegraceohfive was having a great time.

Although it was really a tough year.

Many unpleasant stuff happened.

Many teachers hated us.

Many pupils already had the word "losers" stamped on our heads.

But..its all over.

And guess what.

I think its all worth it.

Well..at least we got to know each other.

Next year we might not be able to be in the same class.

But, remember, ill always remember you guys.

Wave to me when you see me during recess okies??

i cant believe it. But im actually crying right now.

Time just passes so quickly.

When I sign autograph books.

A strange,yet, oddly familiar feeling overcame me.

I dunno to be sad or happy.

I cant believe that i am actually saying this.

But

I love you guys.

omg

im flooding.


I am so shattered. Every minute you guys stay together, both of you are always quarrelling why? tell me WHY?? And now you are storming out of the room. why can't you guys just make an effort to get together? even if its for my sake? Everyone is so angry, everyone is so pissed. I am so tired, I cant cheer up anymore. those nights which i cried myself to bed,those days when I try so bloody hard to smile, i thought they were already far behind me, I thought they would never come back again.

fuck.tell me why things always have to turn out this way?

BOO!! today:

6:15 wake up,brush my teeth,shit and fly to the mrt station

8:00 reach Koven,met up with Sancia, saw ALOT of dogs

8:30 reach sancia's house,had breakfast,and set down to watch mr.bean

9:00 started work, played, slacked (but we came out with the script for talenttime ANYWAYS)

9:00 to 14:00 we did the props (we had to), then Charissa teached me to play the piano (i am like so DUMB larx...remember the first part then forget the second part,remember the last part then forget the first part..oh hell..idoit me)

14:30 we reached the MOELC. had our instant noodles there. yar. Then we saw lots of RAFFLES people.

15:00 our asses were at j8, took neos then Charissa had this free play thingy..so we had another go. I looked like goodness-know-what cos i just cut my hair. haiz. then we were just like roaming around..

16:00 we were at macs.I treated san and char ice-cream. Yeah,I treated. =D

16:30 jap lesson starts....i failed my eoy...hell... (we watched DOREMON...yucks)

18:30 I go home. By then, I was already a working corpse.

21:30 im updating my blog.

00:00 i fall alseep.

A big thankyou to CHARISSA for helping me to do up this blog. love yah lots girl..san too..lol
OMG.im beginning to love jap lessons more and more
holy cow.

Anyone in love???????????????????

MeMeMeMeMeMe.

no..its not Beatrice.

Had a more then horrible day today.
Went to the stinking bird park.
I had to run around keeping my eyes on the sky in case of any release of bird waste.
And we had to finish this stinking worksheet.
We didnt do it anyways. *shrugs*

And I was SUPPOESED to have japanese. But in the end, we had to go for some stupid workshop. And we had soooo much FUN. Anyways we went to see the hockey girls play. Well, they were great,I can say.

Then i took the bus with Ivy and then took the train. well.. u know how it goes. I am going to give out all the warm fuzzies to everyone in co. yeah =D can't wait.

I am feeling so guilty. Today is my bro's b'dae...n i didnt get anything for him.bleah. x\

Honestly, all the beatrice-es in the world rock. lol..:D

Do you know that i hate you? Why are you just sooooo sickening? Why cant you just leave mii alone?So what if he asked you to go swimming with him? You don't need to tell the whole world. And you certainly don't need to think that he likes you. Cos he doesnt. So what if he asked you for your handphone number? You dont have to scream till everyone in the trian and make everyone look at us. And i beg you,PLEASE DONT'T FLIRT. Its making me puke and making me dislike you more and more. PLEASE STOP IT. Stop calling me everyday and telling me what great results you have and how the teachers always praise you and of course how many guys in your school like you and how many love letters you recieve everyday. Yes, you are pretty. When we go out, you are always saying that I cannot fit into clothes and that it is very hard to find clothes for me. Everything is all about you. I never had a say in our friendship.You never listened to me. Whatever you did was correct,was perfect.And when I had problems, just where were you? I have already tried my best. I tried to be friends with you. I had to tolerate all your nonsense and I had to be your dustbin. I am tired. I don't think I can sustain any longer. You are just driving me crazy. I cannot stand it any more. GET OUTTA MY LIFE.

YEAH! =P
Went rollerblading with Enru, Claire, Xiaotong and of course Sancia and Charissa at east coast. Its was fun. Joanne could not go cos her mum dont allow her to go at the last minute. Sad isnt it???

Anyways, we went there to rollarblade. But in the end,we were like screaming. haha. Untill we like got used to the blades. I swear that everyone were like staring at us. Its was soooooo embarassing....arrrrrggg....

Then at one point, i fall...on my ass....ok...stopit....dun laugh.....
Then Claire,the kind hearted one,wanted to pick me up. She RUSHED to my side.
Then that was it......she fall...I kindda experienced a small earthquake.
ok...stoppit....its rude to laugh when people fall. *giggles*

After that, we went to coffe bean. We ate and drank and pulled those stinky rllarblades out of my already-sore-feet.The relief was undescribable.

Then we went to the beach. we were washing ur feet against the waves. We picked seashells and enru was like telling us about all the back-stabbing she experienced and blah.Then we actually planned to fly a kite...but joanne was supposed to bring the kite...so we ended up sitting on the gaint rocks and chatting..with the wind blowing and the waves were like bringing us closer to mother nature. We had a great time though.

Then it started to drizzle..then we went home....well..you get the picture.

By the way, Charissa was wearing a hot skirt which was actually shorts....its too dangerous to reveal the number of guys who looked at her cos she might bash mii up when she reads this.hehe.

Nobody really cares right?

But still...this is what happened in school today.

I am extremly tired today. We had this very fun games carnival in our scholl today. I am telling ya that it was MASSIVE.....there was like 90 games organised in all...floorball, captains ball,carom,table tennis and soccer....and organised by the teachers and 10 sports leaders. wow. I mean WOW.

For floorball..WE WERE THE FIRST ON THE LIST!!!
yeah.
We were good at it okies??? We didnt play dirty okies???
Anyways,not only we were good, one hope was GREAT too.
I dont mean to be blunt or what, but some classes just cant play floorball. They are like partically play golf instead of floorball. They sent the ball flying all around.If you had seen the way they played,you would agree.

For captains ball. Its was just great fun. However, there was ONE class that we played against were like ROUGH..and i mean it. They were like elbowing me and stepping on my shoelaces and the thing is..THE REFREE DIDNT EVEN BLOW THE DARN WHISTLE!!!!! I was sooooooo pissed. I just wanted to slam the ball at her and walk out.

No doubt, they won, HOWEVER, nobody cheered. I guess everyone saw with thier own eyes what happened.*shrugs*

But,nevertheless,I enjoyed every minute of the games that we played. No,we didnt win....but... at least....we played fair....thats what matters most i guess.

Soccer was CRAZY!!!!!!!!
Someone wore a BRIGHT ORANGE PANTY....lol
When we were about to shoot a goal, one of my mate's shoe dropped out. Nomally people will go back take thier shoe then continue.However,she TOOK OFF her other shoe n threw it back. Now ,THAT was cool.

And of course, THAT class also played dirty.

Carom was the BEST!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
We finally won THAT class.
And they were like sulking away.
I just smiled and said to my mates.

me: so how BADLY did one ********** play?
mate: oh..very badly i guess. This was the ONLY game they couldnt play dirty.

yeah. of course we said it in front of THAT class. they rolled thier eyes .I swear I wasnt being a meanie. THEY deserved it.=p

Table-tennis was a pain.
The judge didnt allow us to cheer AT ALL. She keeps on telling us to shut up.
So, in the end we just clapped.
Yes, it was boring.

i have to go now.I am just sooo tired. I wanna rest my lazy butt on my bed. How relaxing can THAT be.I am also going roller-blading with the girls at eastcoast tomorrow.Cant wait! =D

who cares about your stinking life story and your stupid bragging and your neighbourhood schools huh? i know i, for one, certainly DO NOT. i don't give a damn about where you led your secondary school and JC life. and its not our fault that no one wants to join us. everyone just wants to go somewhere else, and they just treat our place like a last-resort club, when they simply cannot, try as they might, get into anywhere else. so what if you got 268?! that's none of my BLOODY business.oh yeah. and u would do well to improve on your BLOODY vocabulary. instead of just using the word 'bloody' all day long and think that you are so BLOODY smart and keep on comparing us to your other schools, maybe you could just try to understand our predicament and stop living in the 1970s. this is 2005. times are different. different schools have different management styles. so just shaddup and stop comparing. our school is poor. but we didn't know that. its not our fault. you think everything will come easily to you is it? you want people to come, so people will join. you're not the one doing the BLOODY recruiting anyway. no one will come. you wanna bet? NO ONE!!!!!!!! and its not our fault that no one wants to join. what are we supposed to do, kidnap them? or hold a knife to their throats? or point a gun at their heads? get a life! i dont give a BLOODY damn about how many BLOODY CCAs you joined in your day. geddit? i don't BLOODY care.

This was what LIUYI posted at her blog. COOL huh??I never thought she could express her thoughts so well. lol. Well..all she has written is the naked truth. Yeah..we are talking about HIM. =P

I just finished my maths test. YEAH!!!!^^
So gald that its over.
But i still have alot of homework.HAiz.today cello lesson was horrible.When i say HORRIBLE...its really horrible.I cant b bothered to post any comments on cello lessons.
And i realised something,actually,shakespear's plays can be quite interesting.And nice to read.
Ahhhhh,dad's back. got to go.baibai xD

Do you know that you are highly sickening? So what if you have just painted your nails? You don't have to go around parading your nails. And they are not very nice either. Even mine is nicer. And so what if you get higher then me for the maths test? I don't see why you should go around asking people for their marks. And I really pity you,you don't even have someone to go for recess with you. You are ALWAYS trying to sit those popular people. Please,for goodness sake, stop sqeezing youself into a group you very obviously don't belong to. It makes me puke. Stop rolling your eyes.I know that you have very big ones.But I really don't see why you roll and roll them. COS ONE DAY THEY MIGHT NOT ROLL BACK. I have warned you.

And don't care if the person reading this now thinks that i am offensive. Anyways,I don't think why I should waste any more space on this bitch.
And now, I shall have to hit the books for that darn maths test next tues.sigh.

By the way, Happy Childrens' Day bro.=D